Emotional

The past few days I've been tired and not feeling the greatest. I have wanted nothing but to just lay around and rest. Then it takes all my might to get up off the couch and get ready for work, the whole 2 shifts I had this week. In the past 2 months I haven't done a whole lot around the house since I've been so exhausted but now I just feel lazy and I know Jason hates it. He is working a ton and going to school full time and I can't even manage to get the laundry done, do dishes or clean the house. On to the dishes...it makes me sick to do them...with this new heightened sense of smell I have they are quite stinky. The laundry...it seems like every time I get the urge to do it something goes wrong. Our apartment has issues and something is broken between upstairs and downstairs and it leaks in the kitchen downstairs and alas we are stuck in the middle. But while this leaking goes on. We can't run the water in the kitchen or do laundry. Which happened today right when we were going to start both! Ugh great timing. It happens about every week and a half it seems like. I wish they would fix it because its rather annoying but they can't seem to find where the leak is coming from exactly. 

I had an awful migraine on monday and tuesday and i was completely miserable. Jason went and bought Tylenol on his way home from work on monday night not even a half hour after taking it I was in the bathroom losing my dinner. Then I went to bed and woke up tuesday and it was even worse. We called the doctor, jason called since it hurt my head to hear people talk through the phone, the nurse took the message and said he'd call back when he was done with his current patient. I was thinking okay we'll hear back  within a half hour. An hour goes by and nothing so Jason calls back to get an update of when exactly he's going to call then an hour after that the doctor called. He was a lifesaver and said I could take excedrin for migraines. thank goodness something that might work. He also said to drink plenty of fluids. So I spent the rest of my day downing water and resting. It went away within an hour of taking the excedrin and my appetite was back. Every time I get a migraine my appetite completely disappears and i get nauseas. I was glad that I was finally able to eat because I wanted to not because I had to. 

Now onto the emotional part. I am now crying at the drop of a hat, well it seems like it anyway. On wednesday I went to turn in my verifications for state insurance and they were so rude that I went to visit Jason at work and broke down in the middle of the store. Then today I got a letter saying I was denied because I hadn't completed the process of the application....When thats what I went and did wednesday. The letter was mailed yesterday. I cried for nearly a half hour about it. Of course they are closed until monday I can't see if the letter was really just an automatic letter or if I'm really denied. Ugh....rather frustrating

Also another frustrating thing is work cut my hours when I had asked for more hours because I need them. I had 11 hours this week....was supposed to anyway and on monday my manager called and cut  4 hours from my schedule this week and this next week I have one shift thats 4 hours and thats it. So much for getting hours. Job searching is so frustrating right now being 11 weeks pregnant and I don't know how exactly to tell people that Im pregnant and people don't really want to hire you knowing that in 6 months you wont be able to work for at least 6 weeks and you may not come back at all.  Also with the way I've been feeling I don't want to work full time since I get worn out so easily lately. Ive applied at multiple banks back in february and have had 3 interviews denied for 2 of them. I'm getting to the point of giving up. Applying at like 10 to 15 banks and getting emails back saying that I don't meet the qualifications when I meet all of the qualifications online is really frustrating and makes you lose faith. This week I'm going to try to kick this lazy streak and get our apartment clean and also job search. 

Thats  the update for now.